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零下5℃Below Five-----You Leave Me Alone
2007-01-09 Be StrongFimal test has finished... Freedom...
前天晚上听到了那个我想念的声音，"喂，哥是我！" “你小子怎么才给我打电话？”“因为怕挨骂，呵呵！”“我确实应该好好骂骂你了！”最后还是被三哥骂了
 前几天刚刚被韩国的哥哥骂了一顿...因为他们都不希望我谈恋爱，更不想看到我被女孩子伤害，两个哥哥都跟我说很失望，无奈，确实是我的不对！对不起两位哥哥！但是很奇怪的是他们都不想听到我的道歉，现在很无奈！希望自己能像个男人一样，加油啊Jerry！
16号三哥去四川考飞行！希望一切顺利！
23号Dennis哥去澳大利亚，祝愿他玩得愉快！
都平安的回来！弟弟在这等你们，遵守你们的教诲！ 2006-12-24 With my best wishes and hugs...Merry Christmas My Dear Friends With My Best Wishes And Hugs...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed
to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Merry christmas Jerry. You are never alone... You have a lot of friends when you look up!
I was grown up, never a boy...
Happy birthday Jerry! You are a man! Don't be infantility any more...
Thanks to U... Please remember...
2006-12-15 The familiarest stranger扫帚娃娃 说:
你觉得分手后还可以成为朋友吗 J 说: 有句话，分手后彼此不可能做敌人， 因为彼此深深相爱过。
但又不可能做朋友，因为彼此伤害过。
所以，最熟悉的陌生人... 2006-12-04 爱Lea的15件事我知道有的时候自己做的并不是很好，但是如果你爱她，下面的事会给你一些帮助，因为我爱她...
Please remember her happiness smile, eventhough you say goodbye my love... 2006-11-19 Sky Please open your eyes...The chance only gives you 3 seconds to catch it.
If we miss the chance, it will never come back...
If you didn't answer the phone, may be we were still miss each other.
If I didn't give you a hug, may be we didn't know what is the happiess life.
I know you are the girl who for me looking for in my life...
I find you baby. I can't hide my feeling...
You made me know what is the true love...
You save me when I in the bad mood and didn't trust anyone...
You give me courage baby. You make me wanna...
All of yours are familiar to me...
I konw I loved you before I met you honey...
I can't stop the love... Never stop...
I don't want to lose you and hurt you...
Caz I was hurted by other girls deeply...
You heal my soul and heal my world...
I don't care the past between us, I just want to love you...
Only you in my heart...
Never drop you...
Trust you... 2006-11-12 I heard my heartbeat again 'caz of you --- LeaI heard my heartbeat again 'Caz of you Lea.
I have told you I was afraid that I may fall in love with you.
But it is happend.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I just know I can't get you out of my head honey.
My brother told me you were so beautiful.
Yeh, it is ture. You are so beautiful...baby...
I don't want to know the reasons why I fall in your love.
I just follow your rhythm... You gave me the special feeling...
It is amazing... Calm down...
Next Monday after my speech I will give you a surprise baby...
JUST FOR YOU, FOR MY SWEETHEART...
Have a nice dream baby... I miss you so much... 2006-11-06 WarningOne month has gone...I have awaken.
So I thought a lot of things clearly...
It is warning...
You are falling in love with your lover...
I am single, I am feeling what is the lonely!
You said you like to be single...
You are liar... Don't ask me what is the proof?
You have enough time to chat with him in the mid-night...
I do a lot of work before 3 am everyday...
You don't let me add other girls' photos in my space...
I allowed you, Caz you said you were so selfish...
You can say how much you love him and how much you miss him in your space...
I have nothing to say... I lost a lot of things in last month...
Ok, let me stop it... It is unfair...
I must do anything I want to do...
So please shut up... Don't offend me anymore...Ok?
I don't want to affront you... So don't trouble me anymore, you are gone...
You are not mine... I have my business!!!
These words just warning... We are just friends, so allow the rule...
Don't intervene my life... It is more colorful than yours...
It is over...
Ps: I don't love you anymore, you hurt me so deeply...
 2006-11-01 Gloomy OctoberIn October, I lost a lot of things. My important hope...
Hehe, why they gave me the same reason? So fuck...
It made me to knew the lady deeply...All in one, they are same SELFISH!
This is the human's nature. Hehe...Poor Jerry...
Today is November 1st. I don't want to lose anymore.Just stop...Mother fuck!
From this week I will have the mid-term test, and the second speech...So hard. I feel lots of press. I do everything in my ability range. I'm not the super man. Just a poor baby...A fucking huge challenge!!!
The end...
I prepared 1000 roses for you... But you didn't accept them... You made them wither away in the air... It is raining outside I miss you in the rain, in the endless rain... Just like tears...
 2006-10-30 My Career --- ISTJI- Introversion
S- Sensing
T- Thinking
J- Judging
ISTJ:
Quiet, serious, earn success by thoroughness and dependability. Practical matter-of-fact, realistic, and responsible. Decide logically what should be done and work toward it steadily, regardless os distractions. Take pleasure in making everything orderly and organized --- their work, their home, their life.Value traditions and loyalty. 2006-10-24 恋人勿近---Be a man从今天起再也不相信和我暧昧女人的话，往往真的就是糖衣炮弹！有的时候 like nuclear bome...后果不堪设想...都是Mother Fuck...今天又哭了,当着哥哥的面哭得,哥哥当时很生气,他说最不喜欢我这样,也最不喜欢看到男人因为感情的事哭泣,毕竟没有结婚,一切都是无所谓,昨天她可以说爱你,今天她也可以说不爱你!那是她的权利,你没有权利强迫她爱你!对不起?所有女人以后都不要对我说这三个字！听够了，也受够了... A piece of shit!!! 如果知道会对不起我就别和我走的那么近，更不要说爱我，更何况拖家带口的！ I am a poor man...爱我就别伤害我...已经连续被人伤害了，还没有疯掉，更没有像电影里那样，跑回馆里找人练散打出气！现在一切很平静，一切很安静...Only my heart beat...Can you hear that?
有人说男人可恶花心，我承认，毕竟原来是个Playboy；但现在想认认真真的对一个人好的时候，却被那些想得到所谓感情的Playgirl一次又一次的伤害...现在再有人敢问我‘情为何物？’我就他妈直接一个大摆拳，废物！
话立在此，恋人勿近...See you in the hell...
Section 2
今天让哥哥生气了，真的不知该如何道歉，向哥哥说的那么样，You are a man, you needn't tears. Just be a man...哥哥也告诉了我一些他的故事，7年的恋情因为一句分手就此结束，哥哥竟然坦然的同意，做朋友！那会是一种什么样的心情，会是什么样的心碎？哥哥，You are a real man!对你不只是尊敬，还有崇拜！虽然我们的国籍不一样，但是你对我的照顾，真的和亲哥哥一样，真的是今生的荣幸...我答应过你的妈妈和亲哥哥，因为我没有哥哥，所以我把你当作我的亲哥哥来对待，但是你对我的照顾远远多于我对你的...真的不知道怎么向阿妈和大哥交待...心中有愧...
Section 3
三哥，下个月就回来了吧？虽然两年没有见面，但是心里还是一直想念...还记得当时我们一起在路上唱着新武器的《兄弟》吗？“你就是我兄弟，比我自己更珍惜，我流的泪你从没有忘记，我犯的错你从不会在意，你就是我兄弟，进退都同声同气，齐心合力就能天下无敌，有你这个我兄弟，是上辈子修来的福气” I am still remeber...
Magen，最近好好学习英语吧！祝愿你能顺利通过考试！为了你自己的目标，因为你是自私的，比我想象中的自私，这不是在诋毁你，不要想歪了...Good luck！
今天在Yangil家发现桌子上有很多的condom，臭小子，你女朋友在美国，要那玩意干什么？竟然还给我一个？气我是不？气我没有女朋友？臭小子，说实话现在很羡慕你和Ashelly每天的视频和电话，原本那应该属于我和NaNa的，但我们彼此都放弃了，现在她比我冷静和现实，但我不是梦想派的，更没有性幻想...很无聊...Yangil你是第一个叫我哥的韩国人，所以有时候看到你成天吊儿郎当有点恨铁不成钢的感觉...我们的TV Star要努力啊！你还是最帅的，哈哈...From Bro J...
写了一个半小时，先写到这里吧，下周又要有第二个大的演讲，加油！
一直都很难，但一直都在努力...
Why the same thing happened on the same guy twice?
Mother Fucker Be A Man... 2006-10-19 Single...JerryIt is so long time for me didn't come back...
Hehe...I am so busy, I go to bed at 3 AM everyday and get up at 8 o'clock...
Fucking tired...
I have a lot of homework to do. November I will have the mid-term...
 But this Saturday I will retake the English test...
'Caz last time durning the test, one guy "copy" my answer sheet.
The teacher got my sheet! Shit, I didn't finish.
Say something to Magen:
最近还好吗？既然你已经离开我了，那就不要觉得对不起我，我一切都好，说无所谓是假的！不要再让我生气了，人的忍耐是有限的。对你我已经作出最大限度的宽容了，这也是要付出代价的！你既然能问我是不是一个人，那在这里我回答你，我一直都是一个人！专心对他吧！你对我不应该那么小气，因为是你放弃我的，不是吗？不要任何时候都觉得你很有理，那是我的容忍。像你这样的女孩都能放弃我，那我对其他人已经不抱什么期望了！谢谢... 2006-10-10 I will be come backEverything has gone. So I don't need sad anymore. If the thing has gane, it will never turn back. NaNa I don't understand why you give me that mood! In fact, if I gone, we will like Shmily and me. I hurt her because of you. Now you will gone! What is the trouble? 你有你的原则，我有我的原则！失去的不会重来！不要和我说什么以后的缘分,都是空话！
Life goes on, study goes on, breath goesd on，heartbeat goes on...
 2006-10-07 云雾中的高速公路寒流来了,我的心又回到了零下.
圆月下的哭泣,很有讽刺的味道.
现在又想到了那个女孩告诉我的那句话,
承诺就像操你妈,说了永远做不到!
虽然这句话有点不雅,但是却是事实!
刚刚哥哥Dennis给我打电话问候我,
还是不争气的哭了...
哥哥有些生气，对不起哥哥，让你担心我了...
在这里我向Maureen道歉，我对你的关心确实太少了！
连朋友的义务都没有做到，真的对不起！
To扫帚,谢谢你一上午的陪伴,我没有事了,
想开了一切都会好起来,你在家好好歇歇吧!
我们都太累了,我很幸运有你这样的朋友!真的!
To雨,最近还好吗?
呵呵,月饼节快乐!真有你的,昨天弄得我一点话也没有了...
心情不好也没有和你聊,抱歉啊!
我认识小闩,比认识你早,不要大惊小怪的哦!
To所有关心我的人,我会好好的走下去,
因为没有云雾的高速公路上可以勇往直前...
刚刚无意间在Maureen的博客里看到这些:
男人，大多不会轻易流泪，只有面对最爱的人时，才会变得脆弱，只有在太爱你的时候，才会放下自尊。如果有个男人为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生。请不要放弃他，也许一个选择会毁掉一个人……
真正爱你的男人，即便有一段时间没有与你见面，但你会发现他的手机里保存的全是你发给他的琐碎... 不让女孩子难过的12件事1. 当你爱着一个女孩子，一定要记得经常对她说:我爱你。
不管已经说过多少次，不管是她第几百次问你“你爱我吗?”当她对你说“我爱你”
你都要很真诚地说:我也爱你，不是用其它话或者觉得多余。
2. 如果你不爱爱她了，放了她。 不要白白享受着她的照顾和温柔，然后漫不经心地寻找着别的女孩，
在找到之后才说我们分手吧，又或者干脆脚踏两只船。
3. 在你的朋友和她的朋友面前不要总摆出一幅大男人呼来换去的样子。 女人愿意照顾你，满足你大男人对“三从四德”的喜好，
是因为她爱你她宠你，
但并不表示她愿意被你当作佣人和附庸。
4. 你答应她的事情再小也要做的到。 女人都希望有个坚强的臂膀依赖，想告诉你她的一切，
但是你如果连小事情都做不好，她怎么去依赖你?
当她说一些你不认可的事情也不要去指责或者冷漠，
这样她怎么去信任你，把心里话都告诉你?
5. 不要总在你们相处的时候打游戏或者玩电脑。 当你不亦乐乎的时候，她也许已经觉得被冷落，而你却只注意着你的电脑。
6. 女人总有几天是经期，那时候是不能用理智控制的。 不管她怎么歇斯底里,不讲道理，喜怒无常，
你都要哄着她包容她。
决不要表现出不快和不耐烦。
7. 不要总向往地说想三妻四妾，说古代男人真幸福呀，说想三人行。 她把你当作她地唯一，也希望你把她当作唯一。
常这样说的你，她能放心让你出门去会姐姐妹妹，狐朋狗友吗?
不要总当着她夸奖红颜知己，不要对别的女人比对她还关心。
女人是敏感的动物，她并不是不信任你，她只是对你太在乎，希望你也可以一样。
8. 不要总当着她的面盯着别的女人，不要总去赞叹别人的美丽。 或者说你为什么不能如何如何。
女人希望你爱的就是她现在的样子，希望自己是你心中最美最性感最重要最爱的人。
9. 女人不管再贤惠有母性，但骨子里都是一个孩子。 不要总希望她多么为你着想，多么会体贴你的感受，多么以你为中心。
她也希望可以像孩子一样任性，希望有个人能像宠孩子一样宠她爱她，照顾她关心她，
而不只是像孩子一样向她索取关爱和宽容。
10. 做错了事情，伤害了她要承认，并且以行动向她赔不是。 偶尔放下所谓男人的面子，却能温暖她受伤的心。
不要说了要改，下次还是犯，她可以原谅你偶尔的错误，但是不能容忍一错再错。
11. 绝不要背判。 不要想“家里红旗不倒，外面彩旗飘飘”
别把女人当作衣服。
12. 给她真正的安全感，不一定是婚姻， 而是:无论贫穷还是富有，健康还是疾病，
相爱相依，不离不弃，
直到死亡把我们分开。 2006-10-06 Millennial Tear原本今晚打算写游记的，但是就在提笔的一瞬间，
看到了让我心碎的东西，让我颤抖了好久。
眼泪也不争气的流下来了，在一个月圆的夜！
以后再写游记吧,今晚真的没有那番雅兴了,
旅途的疲惫没有消除,心痛的感觉又在继续...
三哥快回来了,他的驾照也拿到了,在这里祝贺他!
每次看他的日志时,不是韩版系统就是英文的系统.
他又不愿意看我写的英文,所以就不留了,但我一直在关注着他,My brother...
今天的事被他知道又要挨骂了...
To闩谷,最近我一直很忙,放个假还没有在家,你最近还好吗?
注意身体,大连太他妈的热了... 2006-09-08 Say somethingHehe,it is so long time for me didn't come here.'Caz I am so busy in this week.MSU gave me a dom.Then I moved my things into the dom.A sa...This Sunday I will live in to the dom.Next Monday is the first day of my second university lift.I am a freshmen TT.TT Unbelieveble...
This Sunday all freshman will have a meeting.But I won't attend the meeting.DUEF will have class.So I let Kelly tell me about the meeting.The point is which section for me study in.Bro Dennis wanna study in the same section with me.I wish...and Austin...
Next Sat. is my brother Dennis's birthday.And Friday night he will hold a party to celebrate.This afternoon he told me at that day we must dress in suit.But I only have the HOT dance suit(white)...May be try it again...And maybe next Friday night I will sleep in Austin's house...kkk...Austin...
Fighting...For M...Jerry...
PS:Magen went back school for her last year studay.Work hard...나는 너를 너무 보고싶어요 . 2006-08-24 These daysNext Friday,all the freshmen will come to school!Next Monday,I will go back to pay for all fee!Mother fuck!Hellen told me there is no dormitory for me!But last semester I book a dormitory!!!They told me no!!!Asshole!!!
I am tired about everyday go to school on foot!I want to save time!!!
哎，生气也没用，最后还是人家说得算！走一步算一步！但是丑话说到前面，如果没有寝室给我，那可就别怪我不客气！昨天Ashelly告诉Dennis大一的时候可以换班，这下可以舒心点了！就差我的寝室了...
你说：不要因为我这棵树而错过了整片森林...
我说：如果没有你这棵树，那整片的森林也没有任何存在的意义！（J） 2006-08-15 Can't fight the moonlight Leann Rimes - Can't fight the moonlight Under a lover's sky I'm gonna be with you And no one's gonna be around If you think that you won't fall Well just wait until, 'till the sun goes down Underneath the starlight starlight There's a magical feeling so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight, No-o you can't fight it It's gonna get to you'r heart There's no escaping love Once a gentle breeze (once a gentle breeze) Sweeps it's spell upon your heart And no matter what you think It won't be to long 'Till your in my arms Underneath the starlight starlight We'll be lost in the rythm so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight, No-o you can't fight it No-o matter what you do The night is gonna get to you. (Your gonna know) (That I know) Don't try you're never gonna win Underneath the starlight starlight There's a magical feeling so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight, No-o you can't fight it It's gonna get to your heart 2006-08-10 I wanna give you a hug in the snow day... It is so long time for me didn't update the space.In fact,I don't like ths space like this!!!Very very do't like!!!It is not easy to operate!Fuck you LIVE!!!I can't live massage to my friend!Mother fuck!We use a rubbish! Today Magen went to New Orient to study English!Come girl!I wish you will be better than now!I am waiting for you come back ...home.We play the Carzy Racing together!Two years ago we were in the New Orienr...Winter...Snow... This afternoon my PC doesn't work.'Caz the virus.It made me used 2hours to install the system...Good luck,it works well now!Thank Godness... NaNa tomorrow will have the IELTS test!!!It is very important to her!!!Fighting!Trust yourself.You can do it! I make a wish... Suddenly I find that my space is 1 years!Congratulation!!!It changed too much than the past... Today is August 11...Thanks to you... 2006-07-27 Tears In The Heaven---Clapton EricWould you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven. Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven? I'll find my way through night and day, 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven. Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees. Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please. Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure, And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven. 2006-07-22 单身了 自由了 孤单了 心痛了说实话，现在很不习惯单身的生活，真得有一种空荡荡的感觉...不过是现实就要接受，还是我说的那句话，现实总是很残酷的...这次不明不白的分手，弄得现在还没有缓过神来...也许不是不明不白，原因很简单，距离...《不想浪漫》里的那句话：男人建立的感情是在接触上的，而女人建立的感情是在精神上的。女人让男人变得成熟，男人让女人变得精明~为什么要用精明这个词呢？也许是男人伤过女人后，女人对自己的一种本能保护吧！让她们对男人的感觉很警惕或者很挑剔！
“两个人的感情就象玩橡皮筋，一个人放手疼的一定是对方。”这句话是我弟的签名，也许说得很对吧！我们彼此都放手了，也许彼此受伤了吧？很痛...电话中你的声音是那么的冰冷，透着一股莫名的寒气。虽然是夏天，也会让我打冷战...
自由？也许彼此都自由了...需要时间来安抚自己...
现在很想三哥，不知为什么，也不知道为什么会在这样的时候想起他！听着李萌的歌，觉得就是老哥的声音！也不知他现在怎么样了？总之加油啊！等回国就能见到他了！
现在也很想念另一人，那个和我在雪中拥抱的人，也很感谢那个叫薛之歉的人，不知我的故事和他的歌是一种巧合还是一种偶然...至于这个空间为什么叫零下五度，是因为我们分开的那天北京的气温是零下五摄氏度...春天来了，雪融化了，我们的爱也融化了... 2006-07-20 Brother Dennis Come BackThis afternoon 17:25 I arrived at the airport.I saw the screen show "Qingdao th Dalian arrived 17:20"
 I feel so disappointment.I thought maybe I was late.But when I waited for 15 minutes,I saw my brother and his girlfriend walk out!I feel so lucky,I am not late!Then we went to his house.Then we had meal.My brrother gave me a hat!Haha,I like it very much!Thanks brother!
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